One more hour to the end of 2013. A year that I grow and change so much that I find it difficult to recognize myself. I have never thought that I would lead such life last new year. I still remember how I spent my last New Year with my favourite bunch of people. Well, this year gonna be totally different. I did so much things this year. I have met many new friends. I don't know how long this bunch of people gonna stay. But I promise I will treasure everyone who comes into my life from next year onwards, no matter how long each and everyone gonna stay. 

 Perhaps not much of misses, more of remembering. I remember how we used to be. Many people ask me if I still talk to you. I said no. Yea no.. But a part of me still hoping that we didn't end so clean. Maybe a "hi, morning" or "how have you been" would be nice. But I'm grateful. Thanks for the oh my goodness high ego that I didn't send those message and resist all type of communication way with you. It's tough, no doubt. Waking up one day totally lost connection with you. But I'm thankful to the cruelty that reality gave me. I learned how to stand up fast. Hearing what you do and did, I'm grateful that we ended. You are actually not someone it thought I know and understand. Suddenly, you are a stranger. May you have a great year ahead. Hope that you had or would find someone that totally understand you. Please respect her and love her more than what you gave to me. 

 Many people say it's too fast. Who cares when you are enjoying your life while the other suffer. No matter how much I'm gonna suffer next time. I choose the way I live now. Soon I'm gonna graduate. And I'm gonna live my life which I dream of since young. I'm grateful to what happen this year that results in the way I'm gonna live next year. Sad? No? 2013 is the best year ever in my life.