I only come to this space when I have important things to do tmr. And yes, I have 3 test tomorrow.

It has been a year.

As what seen in people's eye. I had got better. Yes, life is so much better now. Graduated, has a satisfying income, someone who loves me, friends - not many but enough. I have moved on to a different stage of life now. I'm not able to use my student card anymore. My student card and admin card in my wallet are slowly turning into staff ID and credit card. I'm so super looking forward to see the world as an adult, living the next stage of my life.

Memories can't be erase. No matter how successful I think I am now, the past plays a part. For the past year, many people asked me what happen, why, how, who.. With my sky high ego, obviously I didn't admit my mistake and I simply classify the whole story into a word, cheat. Perhaps not physically at that moment, but I'm sure mentally has. Oh well, evidence is everywhere isn't it. I didn't lie. -That's how I perceived the whole situation was and suppose to be, for the past one year.

One year has passed, and trust me, I am still thinking that way. HAHAHAAH I'm not a saint writing here, trying to say that I realized that everything is my mistake blablabla. I misunderstood the whole situation and gonna write a apology letter to the male and female lead. *roll eyes BUT, trust me. I hold so much lesser grudge now. Maybe, just maybe, one day we could be friends again.

Sometime, I would reflect and think of who I am now and who I were in the past. If my past is a person, it deserve a tight slap. Thanks and no thanks to the past, I'm better now. I have learnt the hard way to know how to treasure my love one. Please appreciate if you are in my life now okay! Because I hardly say this, I love you bb.