I wonder when you will ever come to this page, to read about my past and feelings. If you are reading this now, drop me a text, I would love to know when and where you are reading it, and if we are still tgt, married or at which part of our life. I don't know what is happening to us now, but I will find my way out of this lost tunnel. Hopefully you are there at the end of the tunnel waiting to pick me up and willing to wipe of the dirt on me. Nah, you will never read this. What's the point of writing here. I can never tell you face to face too, things will be even more complicated.